Help Me See

It's not that I don't love you,
It's not that I don't care.

I'm sorry I push you away,
I just can't bear for you to see me dilapidating in times of despair.


I want you to see me as strong,
I need you to help me move along.

You see, on the inside I'm decaying
For which on the outside I am not displaying

I put on a smile,
Although they've been forced for quite a long while.

Please bare with me,
Stay with me until the blindness dissipates, and I can once again see.